konfusion


Blog For Free!


Archives
Home
2004 April
2004 March
2004 February
2004 January
2003 November
2003 October

My Links
Greg Raposo
Punchline
Taking Back Sunday
Brand New
Homestar Runner

tBlog
My Profile
Send tMail
My tFriends
My Images


Sponsored
Blog



konfusion
01.28.04 (11:32 am)   [edit]
i miss you so much.

i was talking to helen this morning. and she said all of these things that made me think. i'm never going to be over brandon. i mean, i can go ahead and let josue make me happy, and that's what i plan on doing, not anytime soon though, and...i will still want to kill myself when i see brandon walk down the hallway with another girl, holding her hand...giving her a rose when he asks her out... singing looking back on today for her, writing about how amazing she is in his xanga. i am not that girl, and i've come to realize that i will never be that girl. not anymore.

i know when i see him sing, my heart will break, no matter how happy josue or anyone else makes me. even dmitri, who thought i was cute.

it just doesnt work that way. :cry:
 
Your Name:


Your Comment: